5/2

We're hitting the end of the year, it's time for me to recap on some of the fun, yet bad moments.
Oh boy, my most memorable mistake was ending up with this fraternity guy who I literally despise but still always find him attracted in so many ways.
Basically, if we have the same music taste, I love you. It's funny how things like that are. I mean, you could treat me like utter complete shit and I could hate you on so many levels but you say you like hardcore and you're hipster, I'm yours.
Well on the bright side he is a junior so next year will be his last year. Then again he is supposed to gone on an internship and he still shows up every damn weekend.
He thinks I want a relationship so that's fun. Why do guys think that every girl they're with want to be in a relationship? I mean come on! He isn't that special.

5/1

Looking back on this year, since it's crazy to realize that it's just about over, it's weird to think that it is...
I came to college having no idea what is going to happen, I had this idea of who I would be at the end of the year and I am no where near to who I thought I would be.
I've made mistakes, I've made amazing friends, I've done pretty well in classes.
I had so many expectations to how I thought I would be...
When looking back, I keep thinking am I happy with who I became? That young newly graduated high school student was no where near to who I am now.
The stuff I wish I could tell her, she would have no idea how to respond.

4/30

Sexualizing people due to their sexuality is also problematic. The way our society works is that it either villainizes, or it sexualizes oppressed groups. WOC are oversexualized in the media we consume, and MOC are villainized. You can see it in our fandom too. You got every vanilla flavored villain on screen, and it’s still Scott and Deaton that get the most meta proclaiming how sketchy and vicious they are. The same thing works for sexual orientations. Bisexuals are villainized because they’re homewreckers and can’t make up their minds, while homosexual men and women are oversexualized.

By villainizing and sexualizing people, you fail to view them as a complete being. That’s how propaganda works. Women have been dealing with it for centuries, but it goes deeper than some white woman being pissed that a man doesn’t take her thoughts seriously. When I talk about my issue with slash fandom and their sexualization of homosexual men, I talk about my issue with sexualization. It doesn’t have to effect me specifically. If the issue exists, it is everyone’s issue. If you’re only bothered by things that specifically effect you, congratulations, you’re a white feminist.

4/29

I think there’s a vast world of complexity at the core of a lot of our problems, and the issues we deal with when we butt heads with literal strangers to us on the internet. Every person we interact with is at a different stage in their life, and they possess a different set of intelligence than us.

In a perfect world, that’d give us the motive to learn from other people without having to experience those things first hand, some of those things being impossible for us to experience first hand, due to certain attributes we are either born with or born with out.

The general rule on tumblr is that it’s okay to like problematic things, so long as you can stand back and acknowledge that there are problematic aspects in the things you like, regardless of the good shit in it too. It’s the blatant ignorance of the problematic aspects, to the point where you get offended when other people point them out, that causes the issues. Due to the way our society is designed, nearly every thing you like will have problematic aspects to them. Without the toxic history of our world, a lot of the problematic aspects in things wouldn’t exist, but we do have a toxic history, so those aspects do remain problematic.

4/28

It's funny how capital punishment is still such a debatable topic. There are so many arguments as to why it should be legal and why it shouldn't. If you add religion into the discussion you can argue that it is against the Bible that we can't take a life. You can argue that it's the only way to stop killers from killing again. Money is always an issue for tax payers and there are so many reasons to add to it. It's funny how things are though. Why let a convicted serial killer or child molester roam the streets? I mean when they serve parole, they really aren't promised to be kept there forever, good behavior man, it's a bitch. Let's just slice their neck open and pour the blood on a sorority's anchor.

Thank goodness no one actually reads this. Shit could go down if they do.

4/25

If you don’t feel some sort of admiration for Beyoncé, then there is something you are missing. I know, I know I’m joining in with a crowd of people chanting Beyoncé’s name now but this is different. I went to see her live in October, I wasn’t the biggest fan of her music I liked it, but never loved it. I knew that she would perform to the upmost standard but what struck me more than anything is how passionate she was about her music and women power. She is queen and she deserves to be called queen.

4/24

We cannot have a relationship which last long if we cannot handle others. We cannot be into a commitment if what we only think of is ourselves. We cannot be in a relationship full of immature acts. We should take relationships seriously. We should not take it as a joke. Relationships include stupidity, pain, happiness, hurt, anger and love. It affects our personality. It affects our lives. So if you are not mature enough to build a strong relationship, better not to enter one of it. We cannot always please our partner to have patience, we cannot always be the “boss” in a relationship. If we/you are in a relationship, we should not be self-centered, we should forget our own ego, we should forget our pride. Because if we let our pride take over our mind, we will not go beyond what we have today. Or we cannot have a relationship that is worthy.