Decisions

It's interesting how even the smallest decision you make can impact everything in your life. You think, oh maybe I'll walk this way to class instead of the usual or eat this carrot instead of a jolly rancher. They are such little things but maybe I could meet the love of my life by going somewhere else and maybe I can start losing weight. It's so weird. I used to think changing my major would play a larger impact in my life but really it's all the same. I'm starting to feel so careful about the decisions I make in life. I used to be so much more laid back and just let life take me on it's magical carpet ride, now I'm so nervous about what I say and what I do. I miss my old attitude. But making some of the decisions that I made ruined my chance with an amazing person. I hate how that plays such a large impact but I can't just be okay with everything I do anymore, I need to be careful. I have to.