Looking at the bright side

Lately I've been trying to look at the bright side of life. I used to live such a depressed and negative lifestyle that it really affected me. I started getting depressed just last week and told myself that I couldn't let myself be like that again, I am two years cleans, I won't go down that road again. So I just decided to change my way of thinking, positive moods only, I think I'm doing so much better. Although everyone around me thinks I'm being cheesy and dumb, I at least look at my wrists and know that I don't care how cheesy I am, I'm happy and I'm going to stay this way damn it. It's crazy looking back at where I used to be, looking at how depressed and suicidal I was, never thinking I would have made it this far. I'm so happy that I've done it. I'm so happy that I made it this far and am capable of changing my ways. I'm proud of myself.