I get anxious because I am so fucking dependent I am afraid that you didn’t text me back because you don’t like me and you don’t want to be my friend I don’t know if I annoyed you too much or I did something wrong, I’m afraid of letting any of that show it doesn't make sense for me to be so afraid of being alone, or to feel like it’s wrong for me to want anything different
I hate being alone so much how could I be content?
It sucks because I’m always online or watching tv or sleeping and I don’t have a hobby and I’m afraid I’m becoming less and shrinking by hiding away and it’s stressful being on tumblr because everyone needs to vent and argue and it’s no news to me at this point that I live in a society that is built on oppression (misogyny, cissexism, homophobia, transphobia, racism, classism, antiblackness, ableism, violence, patriarchy) and most people seem to like it that way and can’t see how horrible it is.
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